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Apr. 15th, 2008 @ 11:53 pm Kesh
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Redemption-Gackt
This is Kesh right now. I'm only posting on Steph's journal because I've already forgotten the password and name of my own. This is so much easier than figuring it out. I've LJ Cut so that I don't interupt others' pages. So forgive me if I cause you a bit of trouble. The only other reason I'm posting is because Steph has asked me to and because I've been thinking alot lately. About many many things.

I still chuckle to myself when I think about Madi, but that could be because she's been so abnormally foolish. I have recently read a blog journal that she had posted on Myspace quite awhile ago, saying thankyou. I was slightly suprised, honestly. Nearly made me want to ask why, exactly, she would want to say such things. I was also suprised at her words, pretty much calling some people worthless. The human mind baffels me, really. Why do some people not think of what their actions do to others? Steph does, I believe Anne does, and I'm reasonably sure Mikayla does. I can't say much about any one else because I don't exactly know them. I'm just amazed at how things are seeming to work out. I don't understand it. Why, on Lord's Earth, are people so damned selfish? Selfish beyond "normal". Such as doing something, expecting absolutly no concequences, and then when they find out that they excist, they expect to get by scott free. Why? I don't get it. And some people wanting so much out of one person without returning anything. Or worse, going off and expecting more out of other people while they're still "draining" the first. Simply amazes me.

I've also gotten back into contact with my dear younger sister. She's turned out to be a beautiful young woman. At the age of 20 now. Simply gorgeous. I've taken her into my home and have been showering her with gifts and small trinkets, trying my hardest to keep her happy. She sometimes tries to refuse them, but takes them none the less. She tells me that I've no need to do such things, but I enjoy it. I want her to be as happy as possable. I'm in Kazuki's debt for finding her and getting her out of the situation she was in. I still blame myself for that ever happening in the first place.

I'd also like to thank three girls who have melted the ice encasing my soul. Steph, Anne, and Mikayla. You three have done so much for me, even if it seemed so little. Steph showing me both true and false love, Anne showing me that no matter what she could support someone who disliked her, and Mikayla, her simple and fun loving ways. You've all had an impact on me, believe it or not. I'm in debt to you three one way or another. So thankyou.

I think that might be all for now.
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Date:April 17th, 2008 12:57 am (UTC)
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I don't really know what to say Kesh? I am actually surprised you even mentioned me. Simply because I never talk to you. I am still very timid in this whole situation. I don't quite know what I want to say to you, only that I want to know more about you. Like this situation with your sister, I don't understand. Actually I don't even know what you are talking about and I would like to. I would like to know so much about the other realm, I am just too cowardly to ask. I feel beyond foolish, in the pure fact that I know so little of a place that has been a very big part of who I am. I will feel better in time. I am VERY happy that my "simple and fun loving ways" seem to help you in some way. I will talk to you soon!! I promise...I just need to figure out what EXACTLY I want to discuss. Anywho. Later Kesh!!
Date:April 17th, 2008 02:09 am (UTC)
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Well thank you... Thank you so much. If it makes any difference I can say that you have taught me a lot... Like one of the main things that, not everyone is going to like you by the first and to not get upset about, or go off the deep end, or even to try too hard. I'm really glad that I met you and glad that I can say that I'm your friend, and it pleases us both imensely, even now, how well you've gotten over Madi. I'm also really happy for you and your sister!!! XD It makes me excited for you. I hope that I may meet her sometime in the near future. If you ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask either of us... I'm sure you already know that but... yeah, enough prattling!

Love and TTYL!