In the afternoon sun, and a greeting with some villagers.

I could not help but wonder just why this young halfing, so abused by those around her, continued to show such kindness. The anger I felt as seeing her as such a small child being shoved and hurt was a decent warning, or assurance, to my rider. Should anyone even think to harm her, and I would know thanks to my prowess with the mental plane, they would have to answer to me. The ability to strip a creature of their soul was a scary thing, while not easy in the least.

I noted how quickly everything seemed to happen for my new Bonded. My body shuttered to think of Malakai, the red dragon I had met so many years ago. It was when we were both still so young and naïve. I was born in freedom while he hatched to a human hand. I had berated him then for it as well, scoffing at the thought of being bonded to a human. However, now I understood the love that came along with it. Not something dragons experience often, nor very naturally. I allowed my feelings to wash over my rider and was greeted with the same response. The feelings of being so intermingled at the moment it was difficult to tell which one of us ended and the other began.
My mind turned back to Malakai and the event that had led to our meeting.
I was diving in and out of the rocks, my agility far beyond any of the dragons who pursued. All except one. A green male who was quite nimble, yet also quite a bit lager than my own size. I began to outpace him fairly easily with a bit of time and weaving. However, while I was preoccupied with the green, I did not notice the large red who dropped from the sky only to pin me to the next cliff edge.
Just as I felt his claws connect with the base of my wings, I twisted away as we landed in a swirl of dust and debris. He was quicker on the ground than in the sky. I sensed he has been waiting for me in ambush. My silvery blue scaled dulled with the dirt as I maneuvered away from him, my smaller size allowing me to slip away.

“Why?!” I snarled at him.
“Simply hear us out! This land is in danger and we need dragons in our ranks.”
“Your kind must be desperate if it chooses to take others’ freedom away!”
We slowly circled each other as he thought of what to say next. “Nay, we simply offer you a connection that can compare to no other!” I could tell that he believed the words he spoke, for he attempted to connect to my mind. I recoiled in response, throwing up my mental barriers as harshly as possible and roaring my rage at him. He gasped and stumbled under the sudden onslaught. If not for his rider, I could very well have broken his mentality, leaving him as nothing but a simple beast. I could here him and his rider converse through their mental link.

She has such power! We must flee, Malakai! We are not strong enough for this.
No! he answered in desperation to his rider. We need one wish such power. The likes of a silver have not been seen in a long time, even by my kin.
I snarled again and delved deeper into his mind, wanting to know just what he thought he might get away with it. And that is when I gave their connection the briefest of brushes. Such a beautiful color was the tendril that I couldn’t help but admire it. So much love and so much life. Not the slave I thought him to be.

My entire learning from my brood mother in question, it was my turn to gasp and released his mind immediately. As soon as my grasp was released, he threw up mental blocks to keep me out. They were child’s play to me, however, I stared at him with utter confusion and shock. I could see his muscles tremble from the exertion I had placed on his mind and body. He glanced at me with a slightly knowing look, tinged with a bit of fear as his rider was finally able to urge him to take flight and flee. I roared as he went, chasing him from the cliff. In my confused rage of my beliefs being shook to their core, I turned and flew my own direction.
Back in my own time once more, I knew I had shared that flash back with my bonded just as she had shared hers with me. There were ways to block such things, however, that would take time for her to learn. He was kind, but his fleet took many eggs. My anger at the event still showed, but more importantly, my utter and complete sadness. None were of my brood, as I have never had any, however, I knew many Den Mothers who lost some of the eggs.

Back to the events at hand, I saw the village come into site. “Ela’Streel, land outside of the village, towards the clearing there. That’s where the healer’s hut is.” I nodded my understanding of her not wanting to terrify the villagers. It was not every day a wild dragon flew overhead. And when they did, they often burned everything they encountered.

Landing as gently as possible, I allowed Nyssa to dismount and noted that it was more graceful this time. But only a chuckle. Bonded, you may call my Ela, for we are not required to be so formal to each other. She looked up with me with her large, glittering eyes as she nodded. Nyssa. I tried her own name. I knew that if I were to speak aloud, the “ss” in her name would come as a slight hiss. Let me know if you have need of me. You have my power. I saw that she acknowledged and she ran a hand over my claw as she moved to the hut where the sick girl waited. I also knew she did not entirely understand what I had meant when it came to my power being hers. She had all of the untapped and limitless magic power that a dragon holds. Has no one explained to my young bonded just what being bonded meant?

I grumbled at the thought. Only male riders? I scoffed at the thought again. A male rider would not be able to keep up with my agility in the sky. A pure blood elf would be too haughty to trust in my maneuvers and a human would be far to clumsy. No, my little halfing suited me just right. Her size was perfect against my back, as she resulted in no incompetence in my abilities. Yes, and it was also quite fitting that a healer had taken her in. For even with all of my magic and all of my abilities with mental and physical combat, or even all four elements, healing was one of my most special and most rare. It was good that my abilities will be accessed by one with such a kind and gentle heart. I may have had to submit myself to the Beyond if someone evil or with ill intent were able to bond with me.
I settled down as quietly as a large beast could, folding my wings around me and curling as one might see a cat do. I closed my large orange eyes and silently attended with Nyssa as she went into the cottage of the healer. I could sense everything that was being said and done, as well as thought my Nyssa. A bond such as this was remarkable. I touched out link once more to let her know that I was indeed with her in support, again a rush of warmth greeting me in reply.

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Teenycom special!! Open for some 6$ 4.50$ eye splash icons! These icons have a pretty fast turn around, and currently unlimited slots for these. (depending on interest!)

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Charm sale!

(I apologize in advance, I can't seem to LJ cut.) Hello everyone! I am having a charm sale. Buy one get one half off, buy two get one free! (Of equal or lesser value.) All these are premade and ready to ship, only limited availability on some. Prices include free shipping.

Sushi set for earnings and necklace, 4$- (1 set, Single small sushis 1$. Limited!)

Neapolitan Ice Cream bars- 1.50$ a piece-

Cinnamon roll earrings- 3$ -

Life or 1up mushrooms- 1.50$ a piece - ,  (limited!)

Doughnuts - 1.50$ a piece - (Any without loops will be looped before shipping)

Lucky Charm- 1$ a piece-

Cookie earrings and necklace set- 4$ - (only one set!)

Peppermint candies- 1.50$ - (limited!)

Goldfish - 2$ a piece- (Only 2!)

Whales - 2$ a piece - (Only 4!)

Gingerbread man- 1$ a piece - (Limited!)

Smores snowmen- 2$ a piece- (Limited!)

Onigiri/rice balls- 1$ a piece- (limited!)

Cake earring/necklace set- 5$ - (only one!)

Bubble Octapus- 2.50$ a piece -

Tentacles - 1.50$ a piece -

Robot- 2$ - (only one! Lighter portions glow in the dark)

Misc damaged- 25 cents or free with any other purchase- (Limited!)

If you do not see anything you like or wish for something with different colors, let me know and I can make custom ones for the same price/sale! I am also doing wooden character tags. Can put pretty much anything on these. 3-7$ depending on complexity, buy one get one half off. Examples- (front) , (back), (misc)  Feel free to leave a comment or message me for any questions!

Another wolf dream

So, this one is a bit different. This time, he forced me to stay with him. Not in a mean way or what not, but like I was so captivated that I simply couldn't leave. After a bit I didn't want to leave anyhow. He simply smiled at me and I could only watch in return. He wasn't threatening in the least and it confused me how he scared me so much before. I watched and listened silently as those bad things would no longer chase me, with him around. All I could feel is confusion and wonder as he began to tell me something. I understood the first few words just fine. "You are safe, now, and always will be. I won't let you go again." Again, confusion. "I fail to understand." He frowned lightly at me and then began talking again. This time it was muffled and hard to understand. I got closer to possibly hear him better, but his image wavered. He shimmered and then standing there was a man rather than my golden wolf. I let myself shift shape as well. I could hardly make out his features. He had blond hair, with gold/green/blue eyes. Beautiful. He looked frusterated and irritated by this time, me not being able to understand him still. He slipped into a different language now. It sounded German, but I could be hearing wrong. I move a bit closer again and suddenly he looks very angery. He screams but its silent to my ears, then a bright flash and he is gone.
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Left alone

You know, there's just times I want to scream. Why do people feel that they are the only ones hurt out of anything that happens? Simply because I can control my emotions and feelings doesn't mean I haven't been or can't be hurt. It's starting to get really ridiculous. I just don't know what to do anymore. I try to explain over and over, yet it still happens. I don't get it. I'm starting to get unsure if I want to get it. I can't do anything, can't help you, no matter how much I want to. I'm at a loss...I really am. I'm just so tired from tossing and turning back and forth to try to figure things out, but all I can think to do it let it go. ...I'm tired. I'm going to sleep.
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Dying Wishes and Living Dreams P1 (read the whole thing please!!!)

She came to me again, crying for the millionth time. I held her to me, a gentle smile on my face as I sat in the center of the room, her in my lap and against my body. She gripped my shirt as if never wanting me to let her go. I wasn’t sure myself if I wanted to let her go. Her curves seemed to fit so well with my own, it made my skin tingle. She made me feel so strong yet so weak at the same time. I felt her shift lightly in my lap so I shifted too, loosening my hold around her just a bit. Her response was to hold onto me tighter and press her tear stained face into my breasts, almost how a child would. I simply smiled and held her tighter again, my cheek resting on the top of her head.

“Why do you allow them to do this to you?” I whisper softly. I feel her shoulders jump a bit as she regains herself some, pulling away and looking up at me. “What do you mean?” She asks, dumbfounded and confused. She looked so broken and hurt. Just like a small puppy found in a trash can on the side of the street. “I mean that you allow them to have you until they are finished with you, then you are worthless to them,” I tell her gently. She was too kind and loving not to allow herself to get hurt. She watches me for a moment and her tears slowly fade. I smile down at her and wipe the streaks from her cheeks softly.

“Then show me what it’s like to not be hurt… Not to be used.” She challenged. Watching for my reaction, I blushed under her gaze. She moves and straddles me, her arms around my neck. I close my eyes and allow her to press her lips into mine. Not ever having done this before, I was unsure of what to do. I wrapped my arms around her waist and deepened the kiss.

This was so unlike her, taking the aggressive side of such intimate contact. I pulled away and looked up at her, my breath slightly wavering. “What’s gotten into you?” I watched her eyes and she faltered, unsure if she had done something wrong. “Did…did you not want this?” She looked away and began to move a bit. My grip was iron at I locked one arm around her. She paused as my other hand met the cheek pointed away from me.

As I slowly slid my finger tip along her lower lip her head fallowed, looking back towards me. I smiled and watched her. I studied her lips. They were plump and a soft velvety pink. They held such tiny details my artist mind began sketching them over and over again. The darker crease between the two velvety petals, to the slight dip above her upper lip.

She continued to watch me as I moved past her lips up to her eyes. Those liquid blue eyes glazed over with some emotion I don’t dare put a name to. Each darker streak from the pupil a deep ocean blue, holding their own little secret story in each. How I wanted to know each of those stories, beyond any truth they could hold. The darker outline around the icy blue like the destruction after the storm.

My own eyes moved further, away this time. To look at the whole of her face. Around her eyes were red, but not puffy. That had passed. Now is was just a gentle red, telling the world that her mind had been stained with tears. Tear stained cheeks added to her delicate features, more soft red to betray her curios eyes. She watched me, seeming to wait for something.

I pulled back a bit more and let my eyes wander further down, to her neck. The soft skin there, waiting to be marked or caressed. The gentle indent of the tendons showing that she had been breathing a bit hard, gasping for air even. I let my finger trail down from her face along that beautiful neck of her’s, tracing the tendons while doing so.

A soft gasp escaping her lips made my eyes shoot to her’s, watching and waiting myself now. I had gotten a reaction out of her and now my own body demanded more. My mind clouded with lust for her now. She looked at me, still unsure. I smile and lean forward, kissing those lips I have just studied so intently. As my tongue slips gently along her lower lip, she opens her mouth. I slip my tongue in and explore what my eyes cannot see. I wanted to know everything about her and my body demanded it.

Ok!!! So, this is obviously lesbian. There's more, though!!! In a comment or whatever, I want someone to add to it. Not just add on, but write the other half to this story. I've written from the perspective from the partner who WAS NOT crying. Now I want someone else to write from the perspective of the partner who WAS crying. After you have retold what happened on your end, add to it. As much as you like. Then I will rewrite that part in this perspective and add on. Then you repeat, I repeat, we see where it leads. I, personally, think it sounds fun!
Now, I don't mind if more than one person does this. I will reply to each one. Just put up ur own LJ post from ur perspective labeled "Dying Wishes and Living Dreams P2" I'll be checking LJ every day or every other day. ^-^ I'm wondering if anyone will be honestly interested. (I have those I suspect, but I'm not sure... I'm hoping someone answers!!!! I really am, cause this sounds really fun to me.)

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A plus side to life.

So life has been good for me, to be honest. I got to spend time with my Panda today, which was wonderful. It was really nice. It seems to ease my mind a bit to know that no matter how much stress and strife I have, the next time I see her I get to be held. Held knowing for a fact that there's more behind it all than simple friendship. If we were to end it with eachother, that'd be fine. But I see this lasting longer than expected. Perhaps not forever, but long enough to satisfy me. I mean, we ARE each going our own ways. Which is fine. But just to know that when she holds me I'm actually being held is enough for me. At least for now. So far so good! ^-^

I know that Josh will be stepping into the picture soon, though, and I will have to tempt everything that's been happening. I know I DO get the freedom with him when he visits that I desire, thanks to my Panda. I talked to her about me and him and she knows what's going on and what might happen. I also talked to Josh before I dated her and decided to go for it. He understands that I will have that freedom when I see him and accepts it. I love him at least as much as I do Mikayla. I'd never let his friendship go, no matter what were to happen. I'm confident that both him and Mikayla understand at least the jist of the situation. I'm feeling so much better lately, though, it's suprising. I love being in a relationship that I can see honestly going somewhere. I get that from both Mikayla and Josh, and I'm going to find out where it takes me. It just feels like so many doors are opening up around me and I love that feeling.

I'm starting GED classes on the 7th. Or at least going to try to. On the 7th I have to go take the test to see where they place me or what they need to teach me. I'm really getting ready to do this, believe it or not. I'm finally setting my feet on the path of life and taking those first steps. Tiny steps, but steps. I'm confident I'm ready for what life gives me. I know that I will have my family and friends behind me. With that, I'm nearly untouchable. I believe myself to be ready, but that could always change. I'm going to put that stubborness I have to a good use and try to push through life into the open. I believe that this is what I want.
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